We can never be too Pagan when we are truly Christian, and the old myths are eternal truths held fast in the Church's net.Prometheus fetched fire from Heaven, to be slain forever in the fetching; and lo, a Greater than Prometheus came to fire the cresset of the Cross.Demeter waits now patiently enough.Persephone waits, too, in the faith of the sun she cannot see: and every lamp lit carries on the crusade which has for its goal a sunless, moonless, city whose light is the Light of the world.
"Lume e lassu, che visibile face lo creatore a quella creatura, che solo in lui vedere ha la sua pace."Immediately outside my window is a lime tree - a little black skeleton of abundant branches - in which sparrows congregate to chirp and bicker.Farther away I have a glimpse of graceful planes, children of moonlight and mist; their dainty robes, still more or less unsullied, gleam ghostly in the gaslight athwart the dark.They make a brave show even in winter with their feathery branches and swinging tassels, whereas my little tree stands stark and uncompromising, with its horde of sooty sparrows cockney to the last tail feather, and a pathetic inability to look anything but black.Rain comes with strong caressing fingers, and the branches seem no whit the cleaner for her care; but then their glistening blackness mirrors back the succeeding sunlight, as a muddy pavement will sometimes lap our feet in a sea of gold.The little wet sparrows are for the moment equally transformed, for the sun turns their dun-coloured coats to a ruddy bronze, and cries Chrysostom as it kisses each shiny beak.They are dumb Chrysostoms; but they preach a golden gospel, for the sparrows are to London what the rainbow was to eight saved souls out of a waste of waters - a perpetual sign of the remembering mercies of God.
Last night there was a sudden clatter of hoofs, a shout, and then silence.A runaway cab-horse, a dark night, a wide crossing, and a heavy burden: so death came to a poor woman.People from the house went out to help; and I heard of her, the centre of an unknowing curious crowd, as she lay bonnetless in the mud of the road, her head on the kerb.A rude but painless death: the misery lay in her life; for this woman - worn, white-haired, and wrinkled - had but fifty years to set against such a condition.The policeman reported her respectable, hard-working, living apart from her husband with a sister; but although they shared rooms, they "did not speak," and the sister refused all responsibility; so the parish buried the dead woman, and thus ended an uneventful tragedy.
Was it her own fault? If so, the greater pathos.The lonely souls that hold out timid hands to an unheeding world have their meed of interior comfort even here, while the sons of consolation wait on the thresh-hold for their footfall: but God help the soul that bars its own door! It is kicking against the pricks of Divine ordinance, the ordinance of a triune God; whether it be the dweller in crowded street or tenement who is proud to say, "I keep myself to myself," or Seneca writing in pitiful complacency, "Whenever Ihave gone among men, I have returned home less of a man." Whatever the next world holds in store, we are bidden in this to seek and serve God in our fellow-men, and in the creatures of His ****** whom He calls by name.
It was once my privilege to know an old organ-grinder named Gawdine.He was a hard swearer, a hard drinker, a hard liver, and he fortified himself body and soul against the world: he even drank alone, which is an evil sign.
One day to Gawdine sober came a little dirty child, who clung to his empty trouser leg - he had lost a limb years before - with a persistent unintelligible request.He shook the little chap off with a blow and a curse; and the child was trotting dismally away, when it suddenly turned, ran back, and held up a dirty face for a kiss.
Two days later Gawdine fell under a passing dray which inflicted terrible internal injuries on him.They patched him up in hospital, and he went back to his organ-grinding, taking with him two friends - a pain which fell suddenly upon him to rack and rend with an anguish of crucifixion, and the memory of a child's upturned face.Outwardly he was the same save that he changed the tunes of his organ, out of long-hoarded savings, for the jigs and reels which children hold dear, and stood patiently playing them in child-crowded alleys, where pennies are not as plentiful as elsewhere.
He continued to drink; it did not come within his new code to stop, since he could "carry his liquor well;" but he rarely, if ever, swore.He told me this tale through the throes of his anguish as he lay crouched on a mattress on the floor; and as the grip of the pain took him he tore and bit at his hands until they were maimed and bleeding, to keep the ready curses off his lips.
He told the story, but he gave no reason, offered no explanation:
he has been dead now many a year, and thus would I write his epitaph:-He saw the face of a little child and looked on God.
