On a bitter evening of December, I arrived by mail in a large town, which was then the residence of an intimate friend, one of those gifted youths who cultivate poetry and the belles-lettres, and call themselves students at law.My first business, after supper, was to visit him at the office of his distinguished instructor.As I have said, it was a bitter night, clear starlight, but cold as Nova Zembla,--the shop-windows along the street being frosted, so as almost to hide the lights, while the wheels of coaches thundered equally loud over frozen earth and pavements of stone.There was no snow, either on the ground or the roofs of the houses.The wind blew so violently, that I had but to spread my cloak like a main-sail, and scud along the street at the rate of ten knots, greatly envied by other navigators, who were beating slowly up, with the gale right in their teeth.One of these I capsized, but was gone on the wings of the wind before he could even vociferate an oath.
After this picture of an inclement night, behold us seated by a great blazing fire, which looked so comfortable and delicious that I felt inclined to lie down and roll among the hot coals.The usual furniture of a lawyer's office was around us,--rows of volumes in sheepskin, and a multitude of writs, summonses, and other legal papers, scattered over the desks and tables.But there were certain objects which seemed to intimate that we had little dread of the intrusion of clients, or of the learned counsellor himself, who, indeed, was attending court in a distant town.A tall, decanter-shaped bottle stood on the table, between two tumblers, and beside a pile of blotted manuscripts, altogether dissimilar to any law documents recognized in our courts.My friend, whom I shall call Oberon,--it was a name of fancy and friendship between him and me,--my friend Oberon looked at these papers with a peculiar expression of disquietude.
"I do believe," said he, soberly, "or, at least, I could believe, if I chose, that there is a devil in this pile of blotted papers.You have read them, and know what I mean,--that conception in which I endeavored to embody the character of a fiend, as represented in our traditions and the writtenrecords of witchcraft.Oh, I have a horror of what was created in my own brain, and shudder at the manuscripts in which I gave that dark idea a sort of material existence! Would they were out of my sight!""And of mine, too," thought I.
"You remember," continued Oberon, "how the hellish thing used to suck away the happiness of those who, by a ****** concession that seemed almost innocent, subjected themselves to his power.Just so my peace is gone, and all by these accursed manuscripts.Have you felt nothing of the same influence?""Nothing," replied I, "unless the spell be hid in a desire to turn novelist, after reading your delightful tales.""Novelist!" exclaimed Oberon, half seriously."Then, indeed, my devil has his claw on you! You are gone! You cannot even pray for deliverance! But we will be the last and only victims; for this night I mean to burn the manuscripts, and commit the fiend to his retribution in the flames.""Burn your tales!" repeated I, startled at the desperation of the idea."Even so," said the author, despondingly."You cannot conceive whatan effect the composition of these tales has had on me.I have become ambitious of a bubble, and careless of solid reputation.I am surrounding myself with shadows, which bewilder me, by aping the realities of life.They have drawn me aside from the beaten path of the world, and led me into a strange sort of solitude,--a solitude in the midst of men,-where nobody wishes for what I do, nor thinks nor feels as I do.The tales have done all this.When they are ashes, perhaps I shall be as I was before they had existence.Moreover, the sacrifice is less than you may suppose, since nobody will publish them.""That does make a difference, indeed," said I.
"They have been offered, by letter," continued Oberon, reddening with vexation, "to some seventeen booksellers.It would make you stare to read their answers; and read them you should, only that I burnt them as fast as they arrived.One man publishes nothing but school-books; another has five novels already under examination.""What a voluminous mass the unpublished literature of America must be!" cried I.
"Oh, the Alexandrian manuscripts were nothing to it!" said my friend."Well, another gentleman is just giving up business, on purpose, I verily believe, to escape publishing my book.Several, however, would not absolutely decline the agency, on my advancing half the cost of an edition, and giving bonds for the remainder, besides a high percentage to themselves, whether the book sells or not.Another advises a subscription.""The villain!" exclaimed I.
"A fact!" said Oberon."In short, of all the seventeen booksellers, only one has vouchsafed even to read my tales; and he--a literary dabbler himself, I should judge--has the impertinence to criticise them, proposing what he calls vast improvements, and concluding, after a general sentence of condemnation, with the definitive assurance that he will not be concerned on any terms.""It might not be amiss to pull that fellow's nose," remarked I.
