Very pale and desperate Henri took the night A train for Folkestone after he had said good-by to Sara Lee.He alternately chilled and burned with fever, and when he slept, as he did now and then, going off suddenly into a doze and waking with a jerk, it was to dream of horrors.
He thought, in his wilder intervals, of killing himself.But his code did not include such a shirker's refuge.He was going back to tell his story and to take his punishment.
He had cabled to Jean to meet him at Calais, but when, at dawn the next morning, the channel boat drew in to the wharf there was no sign of Jean or the car.Henri regarded the empty quay with apathetic eyes.They would come, later on.If he could only get his head down and sleep for a while he would be better able to get toward the Front.For he knew now that he was ill.He had, indeed, been ill for days, but he did not realize that.And he hated illness.He regarded it with suspicion, as a weakness not for a strong man.
The drowsy girl in her chair at the Gare Maritime regarded him curiously and with interest.Many women turned to look after Henri, but he did not know this.Had he known it he would have regarded it much as he did illness.
The stupid boy was not round.The girl herself took the key and led the way down the long corridor upstairs to a room.Henri stumbled in and fell across the bed.He was almost immediately asleep.
Late in the afternoon he wakened.Strange that Jean had not come.He got up and bathed his face.His right arm was very stiff now, and pains ran from the old wound in his chest down to the fingers of his hand.He tried to exercise to limber it, and grew almost weak with pain.
At six o'clock, when Jean had not come, Henri resorted to ways that he knew of and secured a car.He had had some coffee by that time, and he felt much better - so well indeed that he sang under his breath a strange rambling song that sounded rather like Rene's rendering of Tipperary.Thedriver looked at him curiously every now and then.
It was ten o'clock when they reached La Panne.Henri went at once to the villa set high on a sand dune where the King's secretary lived.The house was dark, but in the library at the rear there was a light.He stumbled along the paths beside the house, and reached at last, after interminable miles, when the path sometimes came up almost to his eyes and again fell away so that it seemed to drop from under his feet - at last he reached the long French doors, with their drawn curtains.He opened the door suddenly and thereby surprised the secretary, who was a most dignified and rather nervous gentleman, into laying his hand on a heavy inkwell.
"I wish to see the King," said Henri in a loud tone.Because at that moment the secretary, lamp and inkwell and all, retired suddenly to a very great distance, as if one had viewed them through the reverse end of an opera glass.
The secretary knew Henri.He, too, eyed him curiously.The King has retired, monsieur.""I think," said Henri in a dangerous tone, "that he will see me."To tell the truth, the secretary rather thought so too.There was a strange rumor going round, to the effect that the boy had followed a woman to England at a critical time.Which would have been a pity, the secretary thought.There were so many women, and so few men like Henri.
The secretary considerd gravely.Henri was by that time in a chair, but it moved about so that he had to hold very tight to the arms.When he looked up again the secretary had picked up his soft black hat and was at the door.
"I shall inquire," he said.Henri saluted him stiffly, with his left hand, as he went out.
The secretary went to His Majesty's equerry, who was in the next house playing solitaire and trying to forget the family he had left on the other side of the line.
So it was that in due time Henri again traversed miles of path andpavement, between tall borders of wild sea grass, miles which perhaps were a hundred yards.And went round the screen, and - found the King on the hearthrug.But when he drew himself stiffly to attention he overdid the thing rather and went over backward with a crash.
He was up again almost immediately, very flushed and uncomfortable.After that he kept himself in hand, but the King, who had a way all his own of forgetting his divine right to rule, and a great many other things - the King watched him gravely.
Henri sat in a chair and made a clean breast of it.Because he was feeling rather strange he told a great many things that an agent of the secret service is hardly expected to reveal to his king.He mentioned, for instance, the color of Sara Lee's eyes, and the way she bandaged, like one who had been trained.
Once, in the very middle of his narrative, where he had put the letter from the Front in his pocket and decided to go to England anyhow, he stopped and hummed Rene's version of Tipperary.Only a bar or two.Then he remembered.
But one thing brought him round with a start.
"Then," said the King slowly, "Jean was not with you?"Only he did not call him Jean.He gave him his other name, which, like Henri's, is not to be told.
Henri's brain cleared then with the news that Jean was missing.When, somewhat later, he staggered out of the villa, it was under royal instructions to report to the great hospital along the sea front and near by, and there to go to bed and have a doctor.Indeed, because the boy's eyes were wild by that time, the equerry went along and held his arm.But that was because Henri was in open revolt, and while walking steadily enough showed a tendency to bolt every now and then.
He would stop on the way and argue, though one does not argue easily with an equerry.
"I must go," he would say fretfully."God knows where he is.He'd never give me up if I were the one."And once he shook off the equerry violently and said:
"Let go of me, I tell you! I'll come back and go to bed when I've found him."The equerry soothed him like a child.
