Next morning I awoke from prolonged and sound repose withthe impression that I was yet in X—， and perceiving it to be broad daylight I started up， imagining that I had overslept myself and should be behind time at the counting-house.The momentary and painful sense of restraint vanished before the revived and reviving consciousness of *******， as， throwing back the white curtains of my bed， I looked forth into a wide， lofty foreign chamber； how different from the small and dingy， though not uncomfortable， apartment I had occupied for a night or two at a respectable inn in London while waiting for the sailing of the packet！ Yet far be it from me to profane the memory of that little dingy room！ It， too， isdear to my soul； for there， as I lay in quiet and darkness， I first heard the great bell of St.Paul’s telling London it was midnight， and well do I recall the deep， deliberate tones， so full charged with colossal phlegm and force.From the small， narrow window of that room， I first saw the dome， looming through a London mist.I suppose the sensations， stirred by those first sounds， first sights， are felt but once； treasure them， Memory； seal them in urns， and keep them in safe niches！ Well—I rose.Travellers talk of the apartments in foreign dwellings being bare and uncomfortable； I thought my chamber looked stately and cheerful.It had such large windows—croisées that opened like doors， with such broad， clear panes of glass； such a great looking-glass stood on my dressing- table—such a fine mirror glittered over the mantelpiece—the painted floor looked so clean and glossy； when I had dressed and was descending the stairs， the broad marble steps almost awed me， and so did the lofty hall into which they conducted.On the first landing I met a Flemish housemaid： she had wooden shoes， a short red petticoat， a printed cotton bed-gown， her face was broad， her physiognomy eminently stupid； when I spoke to her in French， she answered me in Flemish， with an air the reverse of civil； yet I thought her charming； if she was not pretty or polite， she was， I conceived， very picturesque； she reminded me of the female figures in certain Dutch paintings I had seen in other years at Seacombe Hall.
I repaired to the public room； that， too， was very large and verylofty， and warmed by a stove； the floor was black， and the stove was black， and most of the furniture was black： yet I never experienced a freer sense of exhilaration than when I sat down at a very long， black table (covered， however， in part by a whitecloth)， and， having ordered breakfast， began to pour out my coffee from a little black coffee-pot.The stove might be dismal-looking to some eyes， not to mine， but it was indisputably very warm， and there were two gentlemen seated by it talking in French； impossible to follow their rapid utterance， or comprehend much of the purport of what they said—yet French， in the mouths of Frenchmen， or Belgians (I was not then sensible of the horrors of the Belgian accent) was as music to my ears.One of these gentlemen presently discerned me to be an Englishman—no doubt from the fashion in which I addressed the waiter； for I would persist in speaking French in my execrable South-of- England style， though the man understood English.The gentleman， after looking towards me once or twice， politely accosted me in very good English； I remember I wished to God that I could speak French as well； his fluency and correct pronunciation impressed me for the first time with a due notion of the cosmopolitan character of the capital I was in； it was my first experience of that skill in living languages I afterwards found to be so general in Brussels.
I lingered over my breakfast as long as I could； while it was there on the table， and while that stranger continued talking to me， I was a free， independent traveller； but at last the things were removed， the two gentlemen left the room； suddenly the illusion ceased， reality and business came back.I， a bondsman just released from the yoke， freed for one week from twenty-one years of constraint， must， of necessity， resume the fetters of dependency.Hardly had I tasted the delight of being without a master when duty issued her stern mandate： “Go forth and seek another service.” I never linger over a painful and necessary task； I nevertake pleasure before business， it is not in my nature to do so； impossible to enjoy a leisurely walk over the city， though I perceived the morning was very fine， until I had first presented Mr.Hunsden’s letter of introduction， and got fairly on to the track of a new situation.Wrenching my mind from liberty and delight， I seized my hat， and forced my reluctant body out of the H？tel de — into the foreign street.
It was a fine day， but I would not look at the blue sky or at the stately houses round me； my mind was bent on one thing， finding out “Mr.Brown， Numero —， Rue Royale，” for so my letter was addressed.By dint of inquiry I succeeded； I stood at last at the desired door， knocked， asked for Mr.Brown， and was admitted.
Being shown into a small breakfast-room， I found myself in thepresence of an elderly gentleman—very grave， business-like， and respectable-looking.I presented Mr.Hunsden’s letter； he received me very civilly.After a little desultory conversation he asked me if there was anything in which his advice or experience could be of use.I said， “ Yes，” and then proceeded to tell him that I was not a gentleman of fortune， travelling for pleasure， but an ex-counting- house clerk， who wanted employment of some kind， and that immediately too.He replied that as a friend of Mr.Hunsden’s he would be willing to assist me as well as he could.After some meditation he named a place in a mercantile house at Liege， and another in a bookseller’s shop at Louvain.
“Clerk and shopman！” murmured I to myself.“No.” I shook myhead.I had tried the high stool； I hated it； I believed there were other occupations that would suit me better； besides I did not wish to leave Brussels.
