TRAPPED
The sobbing in the little room was the only sound that came from one of the grimmest battle-fields from which the soul of a woman ever emerged alive.
To the first rush of cowardly tears Mary had yielded utterly.She had fallen across the high-puffed feather mattress of the bed, shivering in humble gratitude at her escape from the horror of blindness.The grip of his claw-like fingers on her throat came back to her now in sickening waves.The blood was still trickling from the wound which his nails had made when she tore them loose in her first mad fight for breath.
She lifted her body and breathed deeply to make sure her throat was free.God in heaven! Could she ever forget the hideous sinking of body and soul down into the depths of the black abyss! She had seen the face of Death and it was horrible.Life, warm and throbbing, was sweet.She loved it.She hated Death.
Yes--she was a coward.She knew it now, and didn't care.
She sprang to her feet with sudden fear.He might attack her again to make sure that her soul had been completely crushed.
She crept to the door and felt its edges.
"Yes, thank God, there's a place for the bar!"She shivered.
She ran her trembling fingers carefully along the rough logs and found it in the corner.She slipped it cautiously into the iron sockets, staggered to the bed and dropped in grateful assurance of safety for the moment.She buried her face in the pillow to fight back the sobs.How great her fall! She could crawl on her hands and knees to Jane Anderson now and beg for protection.The last shred of pretense was gone.The bankrupt soul stood naked and shivering, the last rag torn from pride.What a miserable fight she had made, too, when put to the test! Ella had at least proved herself worthy to live.The scrub-woman had risen in the strength of desperation and killed the beast who had maimed her.She had onlysunk a limp mass of shivering, helpless cowardice and fled from the room whining and pleading for mercy.
She could never respect herself again.The scene came back in vivid flashes.His eyes, glowing like two balls of blue fire, froze the blood in her veins--his voice the rasping cold steel of a file.And this coarse, ugly beast had held her in the spell of love.She had clung to him, kissed him in rapture and yielded herself to him soul and body.And he had gripped her delicate throat and choked her into insensibility, dropping her limp form from his hands like a strangled rat.She could remember the half- conscious moment that preceded the total darkness as she felt his grip relax.
He would choke and beat her again, too.He had said it in the sneering laughter at the door.
"A good little wife now and it's all right!"And if you're not obedient to my whims I'll choke you until you are! That was precisely what he meant.That he was capable of any depth of degradation, and that he meant to drag her with him, there could be no longer the shadow of a doubt.
She could not endure another scene like that.She sprang to her feet again, shivering with terror.She could hear the hum of the conversation in the next room.He was persuading his mother to join in his criminal career.He was busy with his oily tongue transforming the ******, ignorant, lonely old woman into an avaricious fiend who would receive his blood-stained booty and rejoice in it.
He was laughing again.She put her trembling hands over her ears to shut out the sound.He had laughed at her shame and cowardice.It made her flesh creep to hear it.
She would escape.The mountain road was dark and narrow and crooked.She would lose her way in the night, perhaps.No matter.She could keep warm by walking.At dawn she would find her way to a cabin and ask protection.If she could reach Asheville, a telegram would bring her father.She wouldn't lose a minute.Her hat and coat were in the living-room.She would go bareheaded and without a coat.In themorning she could borrow one from the woman at the Mount Mitchell house.
She crept cautiously along the walls of the room searching for a door or window.There must be a way out.She made the round without discovering an opening of any kind.There must be a window of some kind high up for ventilation.There was no glass in it, of course.It was closed by a board shutter--if she could reach it.
She began at the door, found the corner of the room and stretched her arms upward until they touched the low, rough joist.Over every foot of its surface she ran her fingers, carefully feeling for a window.There was none!
