'Oh,John,'screams she,'John Oxon,God forgive thee!Nay,'tis God should be forgiven for letting thee to live and me to die like this.'Aye,'twas a bitter sight!She was so little and so young,and so affrighted.The hangman could scarce hold her.I was i'the midst o'the crowd and cried to her to strive to stand still,'twould be the sooner over.But that she could not.'Oh,John,'she screams,'John Oxon,God forgive thee!Nay,'tis God should be forgiven for letting thee to live and me to die like this!'"Till the last hour of the poor creature who lay before her when she heard this thing,her Grace of Osmonde saw that she was tended,took her from her filthy hovel,putting her in a decent house and going to her day by day,until she received her last breath,holding her hand while the poor wench lay staring up at her beauteous face and her great deep eyes,whose lustrousness held such power to sustain,protect,and comfort.
"Be not afraid,poor soul,"she said,"be not afraid.I will stay near thee.Soon all will end in sleep,and if thou wakest,sure there will be Christ who died,and wipes all tears away.Hear me say it to thee for a prayer,"and she bent low and said it soft and clear into the deadening ear,"He wipes all tears away--He wipes all tears away."The great strength she had used in the old days to conquer and subdue,to win her will and to defend her way,seemed now a power but to protect the suffering and uphold the weak,and this she did,not alone in hovels but in the brilliant court and world of fashion,for there she found suffering and weakness also,all the more bitter and sorrowful since it dared not cry aloud.The grandeur of her beauty,the elevation of her rank,the splendour of her wealth would have made her a protector of great strength,but that which upheld all those who turned to her was that which dwelt within the high soul of her,the courage and power of love for all things human which bore upon itself,as if upon an eagle's outspread wings,the woes dragging themselves broken and halting upon earth.The starving beggar in the kennel felt it,and,not knowing wherefore,drew a longer,deeper breath,as if of purer,more exalted air;the poor poet in his garret was fed by it,and having stood near or spoken to her,went back to his lair with lightening eyes and soul warmed to believe that the words his Muse might speak the world might stay to hear.
From the hour she stayed the last moments of John Oxon's victim she set herself a work to do.None knew it but herself at first,and later Anne,for 'twas done privately.From the hag who had told her of the poor girl's hanging upon Tyburn Tree,she learned things by close questioning,which to the old woman's dull wit seemed but the curiousness of a great lady,and from others who stood too deep in awe of her to think of her as a mere human being,she gathered clues which led her far in the tracing of the evils following one wicked,heartless life.Where she could hear of man,woman,or child on whom John Oxon's sins had fallen,or who had suffered wrong by him,there she went to help,to give light,to give comfort and encouragement.Strangely,as it seemed to them,and as if done by the hand of Heaven,the poor tradesmen he had robbed were paid their dues,youth he had led into evil ways was checked mysteriously and set in better paths;women he had dragged downward were given aid and chance of peace or happiness;children he had cast upon the world,unfathered,and with no prospect but the education of the gutter,and a life of crime,were cared for by a powerful unseen hand.The pretty country girl saved by his death,protected by her Grace,and living innocently at Dunstanwolde,memory being merciful to youth,forgot him,gained back her young roses,and learned to smile and hope as though he had been but a name.
"Since 'twas I who killed him,"said her Grace to her inward soul,"'tis I must live his life which I took from him,and ****** it better I may be forgiven--if there is One who dares to say to the poor thing He made,'I will not forgive.'"Surely it was said there had never been lives so beautiful and noble as those the Duke of Osmonde and his lady lived as time went by.
The Tower of Camylott,where they had spent the first months of their wedded life,they loved better than any other of their seats,and there they spent as much time as their duties of Court and State allowed them.It was indeed a splendid and beautiful estate,the stately tower being built upon an eminence,and there rolling out before it the most lovely land in England,moorland and hills,thick woods and broad meadows,the edge of the heather dipping to show the soft silver of the sea.
Here was this beauteous woman chatelaine and queen,wife of her husband as never before,he thought,had wife blessed and glorified the existence of mortal man.All her great beauty she gave to him in tender,joyous tribute;all her great gifts of mind and wit and grace it seemed she valued but as they were joys to him;in his stately households in town and country she reigned a lovely empress,adored and obeyed with reverence by every man or woman who served her and her lord.Among the people on his various estates she came and went a tender goddess of benevolence.When she appeared amid them in the first months of her wedded life,the humble souls regarded her with awe not unmixed with fear,having heard such wild stories of her youth at her father's house,and of her proud state and bitter wit in the great London world when she had been my Lady Dunstanwolde;but when she came among them all else was forgotten in their wonder at her graciousness and noble way.
